Crunch Time

Substituting 'study time' with blogging? I'm guilty of that! Yes, it is that time of the year again where every minute feels like a second, and I lose count of the days of the week (that is: when Wednesday feels like a Tuesday, and I think to myself "today is Tuesday, right?" when it is in actual fact, a Wednesday). This is all thanks to the stress I've been under lately, with assignments and grumpy lecturers to deal with. So for just this exam period; blogging will pretty much be just a rumour!

I can choose to let it define me, confine me, refine me, outshine me; or I can choose to move the fuck on and leave it behind me!  

        

What is it?

That moment when you have that one person who does not know you well enough to judge you. Sounds familiar right? Okay so I've had that one person (whom I do not have a personal attachment to) say to me "what goes around comes around. You come across as insensitive and inconsiderate." Well this person does not know me well enough. Somewhere along the way, I have had my ego bruised, and it hurt. My adoption of the so-called insensitive, apathetic, inconsiderate personality of a 'bitch' (simply because I have the courage to allow myself to be who I truly am, and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be) is a manifestation of the experiences which I have encountered with people. Sometimes it's okay to be a bitch, because once you become emotionally genuine, and you expose your vulnerability; you expose yourself to the possibility of getting hurt. There is so much more to purge, but for now, it's a wrap!

Until then..

One Love

Lee.